Cruelty & Sincerity of Blessing

Many ppl might think I am difficult person or some may say that I am very cool. Then I have to say that I am actually cruel too. I can be very nice to a person, that I would do anything just to make my special fren happy. Well, not yesterday when I attended JY's bday which suppose to be happy one turned out to be very disappointed but expected incident. I was rushing for bridesmaid dressing measurement and then rush down to JY's party. I have known the someone is gonna tell me that JY is finally attach! Well, not surpprise when JC says" I wanna tell u a good news, they r together!". Well, immediately I gave her my reaction "I expected" then JC wondered and questioned me "don't you feel happy for them?" That's the point!!! Happy for them? Ok, I am gonna be very straight forward here.... I do not simply bless ppl just bcoz the party theme said so, or just bcoz they found each other. Anyone, anyone of my friend I know or knew... I put my blessing when I feel this couple has got extraordinary and it's worth blessing them. Blessing is not an authority from a fren to say I allow you to pak toh with this guy/gurl but it is a moral support SINCERELY from heart that wishes them and hope they could walk their journey together and also for the rest of their life. To make this happen, this doesn't mean, you have good feelings, we can have fun together, we can laugh together, we can talk when we meet etc... it's more than this rather than what I mentioned.

Apparently, I know JY's gf, definitely. But she gave very different impression to me last nite prob bcoz she knows I am not blessin her. My hand got green marked by some fella, she was not bothered but when JC had the same thing happen, she immediately offer some bloody cream and I AM NEXT TO JC ONLY! I was pissed but nvm! Then when came to photoshoot, I love taking picture unknowingly and of course I know there are certain picture are prohibited to be posted up on my FB! But this lady (JY's gf) suddenly spoke to me in canton with sacarstic look "you make sure you don't post this picture up" - I said "I know la... " she said - "you should filter your picture 1st" C'mon am I that dumb? So , I answered " don't worry I filter my pictures (coz she don't) she went "hope you know that too..." without lookin at me! Hey, what's yo problem?! Honestly, I bless thousand times more than anyone do for this "couple!" I think I am not that dumb yet for you to critisize my wisdom. I am pissed, I wanted to walk off that time. But I shouldn't be that narrow minded bcoz it's JY's bigday. I know and understand the word "RESPECT" and talking bout this I don't know well the word of GOLDEN FINGER, BACKSTABBING, PRETENDER, ATTENTION SEEKER, soon I will learn.

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