1st time in history

My heart really tremble until now... I just experienced a robbery case from my neighbour's house. I was sleeping actually and then my dad was making some noise so I got up and realized that my aunt saw my neighbour's( Yap's family) maid was on the floor with all tied up and her eyes covered with cloths. I called the police (seriously my
(That's my dad!)
voice was shivering too!) and the police turn up in about 7min time. (slow huh?). Then my house suddenly became a showhouse, all passerby stopped and check out what was happening especially when 2 police car stop in front of my house.... honestly I feel unsecure now.


The Power of GOD!

few days back, I almost met an accident. yeah, very close one. But thank GOD I manage to escape from the tragedy but unlucky that my car behind was bang by another car behind and it ended up as a big accident there. I guess 4cars involved into this case. I drove away coz I was not involved. It was so early in the morning, driving on the fast lane (BUT NOT FAST) during peak hours and suddenly the car in front of me jam break in sudden and I manage to stop by swifting my car slightly to the left and the car behind swifted to right but it was unfortunate for the drive behind coz another car behind did not manage to stop! So.... it went Boom!bOom! Boom! ( I saw it with my eyes through back mirror!) I was traumatized a while....but I really want to thank GOD for saving my life....

I have not been blogging for quite some time as work are getting meaningless and my life is so grey.

Life
CNY is over, yes I know! and... I am gaining weight. My body structure doesn't allow me to have little flesh else I look chubby! Well, I am now. I joined my buddy,JC, everywhere she goes, I find it is a good thing in life as I could strip off all shitty things in work. (Again, I stress this is MY BLOG!) I club and drink n sing n ....n... smoke? not often, just a stick when I am freezing at that place alone but I am out there almost every nite. Even my dad feedback on my late nite outings now. Well, put it this way, I am stressed of my life and with some ppl out there.... I can't be sitting at home n watch TV all the time. I think I have been obedient quite a long time n now I need some time for myself.

Pro Bono
My heart is always open for any charity work as long I could contribute to the needy. Recently I am up to a few charity work again but I feel I am not doing my part properly. I am quite irresponsible, I know, it's really very bad. As I said to some of my frens, I am mentally breaking down now. I need a break. Anything you ask me I will think "I dunno". Please don't ask me how come this could happen " I REALLY DON"T KNOW!"

Career
Lost! I don't even know what is my position and standing status now. All I know I am quite useless and working like a clerk. Agree or disagree, a communication people that doesn't have any opportunity to in-touch with the outer world, all I do is to LEARN how to communicate with the secretary and my computer (like it is an expectation of work!)
I clear my administrative work and ensuring that bloody intranet work which I have no freaking idea how to start when things were NOT taught at the VERY BEGINNING! I lost my capability bcoz "they" cut my capbility and strength. Honestly, till now I am demotivated! I shall move on... but quite dilemma at this point! I pray...pray very hard to figure it out...

Valentine
Nah... it's not my festive. I guess I'll just stay at home or go party. No expectations coz I can't think of it now. If it happen then it's a gift!