I was very bz the whole week with seb around. I don't know if I should explain how much effort I've contributed,,,, for a guy who is NOT my someone at the first point. But indirectly I declared too he is someone.... he left ady, and everything is on a distance that may not be any stronger... coz human change gradually... same goes to him... I m really curious if distance relationship is really that tough...

He left ady and now I am on with all my pre planned. stuffs!!! went to support droolotte spinning yday and continue to get crazy with sam... both of us really enjoyed ourselves... too bad... her hubby does have restriction on her...sigh...guess i am lone ranger again!! hmmmm.... it seems like my mind is all bout him,....that's serious man! I nvr have such prob LONG LONG TIME!!!! I guess I am in trouble...oh oh!!!

I tender my resignation...FINALLY!!!! 2months and I could start my new life at somewhere new... I really really pray that this is gonna b a good atart! challenges... hmmmm hmmm...more more more!!! the more the better!!

Dad just whack my doggie until he urinated on the floor! My doggie is jst a MinPin (miniature pinscher). He quietly took a vege from my dad's bowl and my sister shouted very loud to my dad that my doggie took it WITHOUT helping my doggie. I was in the room when incident happened, the moment I heard my sis shouted... I know my doggie is gonna b in trouble!!! Coz my sis tone was more like complaining... I seriously angry and upset that my sister did not think of ways to help but to create more trouble. At the end, my dad whack my doggie terribly and mom argued with dad. It was a chaos...my sis walked to the room n continue her dinner!!! I wish she could have b more mature to think bout other ppl and their feelings too. Because of this argument, I got involved and blamed and adding more stress on top of what I am facing & having now!If my parents really decide to give away this doggie I will leave this house coz my doggie is so innocent, he's jst a dog and he won't know that taking food without permission is wrong and even if he knows he is wrong now doesn't mean he won't repeat the same mistake. I really thought that the best place for me to rest is not a good holiday but a good psychiatric.