When the business is not MY BUSINESS
I wish the business I am talking here really makes money, but really not. This don't make money but using a lot of my efforts. At first, I really don't mind as long J finds her happiness and could have better livings. Days by days I see her miserable look... very upset and clueless with her living and this is when I really can't bare the worries as her frens. It doesn't mean that if she doesn't want to tell me anymore I will forget, NO, it is a frenship bonding and the worries comes naturally from heart. At this point, I really want to ask her "do you know what are you doing and who are you still?" but I know I should not interfear plus I know the other half. I supported at first but at certain things, I decided it's not worth coz I could see what's more further than this. I pray.....
When life is like catching butterflies
As same, my life has no changes and things are the same. I did not have the 2 offer and still stuck wit my current position. Looking at the current market crisis, I hold back. My life is just like catching butterflies- hopefully I could catch a rare butterfly one day!
Love life - sucks! At this point, I can't have a sense of loving but just working. and working is not working anywhere also. so, it's really bullshit!
Health Life - Got food poisoned and lied on bed for 3 consecutive days. It was terrible, especially the neausea. I never want it to happen again. Honestly, some people may think, how come a person who is not from wealthy family but stomach acts like one. Seriously, ask GOD! I may be a queen/princess for my past life! You never know....
Men life - after couple of months of expanding my freedom, men are realistic. Really reaslistic. What I am saying here are those wealthy and will only find for peacock faces and NOT chicken faces also. and those peacock...MY GOD, really think they r peacock and could fly! they never know one day... their feather will drop and old... and these men will still search for new ones. And formy type of low-mid range quality... to them, their treats to me are like " why are you still on earth, OR please NEVER, NEVER, NEVER... get close to ME!" This comes worst when the men thinks he is good looking, and as usual the friendly ELLICE approaches (AS FRENS) they think thousand of stupid things.... Sorry, I don't have such thick face to serve myself on a plate and for your pleasure!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
18years
We knew each other from a common place called "old town" and we started our friendship through argument and fighting. We live like normal but the surrounding was not that monotone. Those were the days. We laugh, we cried, we shared, we cared, we believed, we hit on the same mistake, n the story goes on... n on... n on.... We even separated for many years till she was seriously down and I showed up again. I guess our friendship is destined. She looks like a glass of wine but the glass is filled with beer. She does not restrict her network of friends and she is not self-centered to share. She put a lot of trust on me with certain things and I am bless to have her in my life. She was there to lend me her shoulder when I did really cried for once after many years of shitty things happened. That is why one said: you could have many Friends in life but the fact when u needed someone the most, you only have a FRIEND.
what's my life then...?
I don't define myself as party animal cause I don't live like one. All these years I only club when I'm invited and my parents (specially my dad) take it as a big offense in life. He is always never happy when I go out late night coz my cousin's don't. They think my life is messed up if I go out late nite,including drinking-yum cha! Honestly, I am not the homely type and I tried before but it doesn't work out, cause I AM NOT! I promised my mom to behave until I fnish my education (secondary till Uni) then I can move on with my living style and now I am starting to do what I always wanted to do and yet they still feel not happy. seriously, it's really stressed up at certain time, when I have my own big thing to think and all I want is to have some friends beside me. Mom always brings comparison of her bosses with me or any relative. I seriously can't take it. Her comparison is not the ordinary one, but she will "insult".... I am not kicking my parents just think how can I go about coz too many ppl advised my parents yet they r not listening also. sigh.
Phuture with what Future?
Club is where people see the true colours of one another. So am I.... but the mnemonics of club is to party hard with stress free mind. That is what I am doing hard when I club. I am not keen if any guy will approach me n say "hi" or any potential I could find there. That doesn't mean that I wont meet guys there, it's just that this motive is not in my to-do-list. Phuture is the most recent club I went regularly. I won't deny that most potential "one night bachelor" are there. That is why chics think very hard of what to wear to surprise the night. At times, I do think also but not because I care whose eyes but myself. I am quite prefectionist in terms of self presentation. Though I am not excellent critieria to fit as pretty but I do the most to fit my own ISO criteria! I had alot of fun last nite.... it was great !Some are ok, some r emo, some are tipsy, some are numb... well, I am tipsy and happy! This is so far the happiest moment I should treausre. Thanks to a group of friends - JC, SK, JK, BL,JW, JY.
We knew each other from a common place called "old town" and we started our friendship through argument and fighting. We live like normal but the surrounding was not that monotone. Those were the days. We laugh, we cried, we shared, we cared, we believed, we hit on the same mistake, n the story goes on... n on... n on.... We even separated for many years till she was seriously down and I showed up again. I guess our friendship is destined. She looks like a glass of wine but the glass is filled with beer. She does not restrict her network of friends and she is not self-centered to share. She put a lot of trust on me with certain things and I am bless to have her in my life. She was there to lend me her shoulder when I did really cried for once after many years of shitty things happened. That is why one said: you could have many Friends in life but the fact when u needed someone the most, you only have a FRIEND.
what's my life then...?
I don't define myself as party animal cause I don't live like one. All these years I only club when I'm invited and my parents (specially my dad) take it as a big offense in life. He is always never happy when I go out late night coz my cousin's don't. They think my life is messed up if I go out late nite,including drinking-yum cha! Honestly, I am not the homely type and I tried before but it doesn't work out, cause I AM NOT! I promised my mom to behave until I fnish my education (secondary till Uni) then I can move on with my living style and now I am starting to do what I always wanted to do and yet they still feel not happy. seriously, it's really stressed up at certain time, when I have my own big thing to think and all I want is to have some friends beside me. Mom always brings comparison of her bosses with me or any relative. I seriously can't take it. Her comparison is not the ordinary one, but she will "insult".... I am not kicking my parents just think how can I go about coz too many ppl advised my parents yet they r not listening also. sigh.
Phuture with what Future?
Club is where people see the true colours of one another. So am I.... but the mnemonics of club is to party hard with stress free mind. That is what I am doing hard when I club. I am not keen if any guy will approach me n say "hi" or any potential I could find there. That doesn't mean that I wont meet guys there, it's just that this motive is not in my to-do-list. Phuture is the most recent club I went regularly. I won't deny that most potential "one night bachelor" are there. That is why chics think very hard of what to wear to surprise the night. At times, I do think also but not because I care whose eyes but myself. I am quite prefectionist in terms of self presentation. Though I am not excellent critieria to fit as pretty but I do the most to fit my own ISO criteria! I had alot of fun last nite.... it was great !Some are ok, some r emo, some are tipsy, some are numb... well, I am tipsy and happy! This is so far the happiest moment I should treausre. Thanks to a group of friends - JC, SK, JK, BL,JW, JY.
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