I have very bad mood today.... emo!
Had an argument with HW and that's it... I called off... everything! n he nvr call back... I suddenly think of some guys who have pampered me to the max! THEY knew I will use my car to release my anger o distress. and they worry it will end up as tragedy... n for HW, he nvr bother to call or sms. He jst let it b... this really makes me feel that he is not caring at all, n what happen if v decide to move on further relationship? I have doubts.... I am very upset that he do not know why I care n concern every single bits. I have enough man betraying me in life... n I really do not wish for a repeat history. How to live with a guy that do not share things in life with you.... n only clarify when shitty things ady happened. what for?

I was supposed to receive a special gift - a camera. But then it all went disappointed due to some expression given by me. I was actually touched and happy but maybe I was having gastric and alot of to-do-stuff in my mind... the reaction was calm~

Sometimes, I wish he could ask if I really want it before making decision and at the end when I ask.... the answer was... "I decided to use it myself.... bcoz I tot u weren't happy with it...." and of course with the intention to get what I like.... IN FUTURE.... SOb! sob!