It has been more than a week since the robbery case, and I am still in worries. Worried doors are not lock, worrying all sorts of unpredictable misfortune agenda! I am so tired but I can't let go this feelings coz it's haunting me without fail... every night!It really kills me.... Imagine I am a bridesmaid for A's wedding and I have one 5cents acne on my face! It's so awful.... everytime when there is any big event, my face will grow acne!sigh~ I don't feel good.... everything! anything....

But then, after staying in A's house for a nite, I feel much better, in fact, they did not lock any doors yet everyone sleep soundly including me (except that the bed is too small for 2 gurls) I've seen many things in a day and I tell myself, only GOD can take my life... not these robbers or any inhumanity criminals. I read in Bible, GOD taught ppl to forgive... and I am learning not to remember it.... hopefully time really helps me to lessen this feelings