I just visited my mom from UM, she looked surprise to see me but we did not talk much. She din even care bout my existence. My appearance was just so transparent to her. It even seems she shared our family stuffs with other ppl. She was mad coz I showed moody face when I needed to send her somewhere ( I was very sick, resting at home). I mean she could even ask my sister to accompany her to translate what she wanna say.I know my mom rely much on me, but sometimes I do hope she understands those stress I am undergoing. What hurt most is the words that she used, killing to heart!! I don't care if anyone believe how upset I am now, cause I know GOD clearly can see n feel what I am feeling now. I hope her operation will go smooth and doesn't suffer like the lady beside her.