The climb - no one understands

I was very speechless when my very own sister do not understand my situation and difficulties plus my tiredness to fulfill my promises and responsibility as the oldest in this family. My contribution may not be alot as a fresh grad, but 50% of my salary goes to my family to ease their burden, just because I do not want to see my mom working late, cleaning ppl's house (and CNY ang pow just RM10- even 5yrs of employment) I want her to rest, as my dad... cant blame he don't understand how hard and stress work are now these days. My sis chased me for few hundred ringgit dinner money coz I haven been stepping into the bank for days.The fact, everyday from office I rushed down to Bangsar (for my part time helping) and I am very bz with my important personal settlement stuffs. My only time I have are weekends (half day - evening go tea club work to help) to REALLY REST, but that also occupied by my parents or sometimes frens ( I do need time for frens, I am not anti social person).No matter how broke I am, I never try to show my parents, I try to portray a more positive situation and find my ways to solve my own problem. The real things are my head is mentally dysfunctional. Everyday, I eat I think of my career, I sleep I think bout my career, I walk I think bout my career, and hopefully GOD listens to my prayer to give my parents a better living. For wat my sis did n said... I was upset & disappointed. Chasing for days and keep asking for balance.(RM200 cash for father's day dinner)

If i ever stop writing, it means I am in Tanjung Rambutan!!!